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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

The invitation leered at her from her desk, taunting her, "Father/Daughter Dance" the cheerfully pink paper screamed. Tears welled up inside, tears that she was too ashamed to release for fear the others would then be aware of how unloved she was. This wasn't the first time she'd had to explain the inadequacies of her life and it surely wouldn't be the last. However, this particular issue was one that haunted her on most days. Why couldn't she be normal like all her other friends? What was so horrible about her that made her daddy want to leave? And she was sure her mother resented her every day for making him leave; the way her mother treated her betrayed her secret hate. On days like this she wished she could be invisible or maybe run away to one of the secret worlds fabricated in her mind. In those worlds, everything was perfect, just as it should be. There were no grownups to hurt you or leave you, there were rivers of fruit punch, grass made of lollipops and cupcakes that lined the walkways. Everyday was fun in those fantasy worlds, if only she could escape, just for today at least. "Earth to Leah, come in Leah" the teacher annoyingly snapped. Well, so much for that wish, Leah thought. She asked the teacher to repeat the question and answered it half-heartedly, not wanting to bring too much attention to herself. She was actually an above average student, but that sometimes got her into trouble. The other kids didn't like a know-it-all or a teacher's pet and it gave them more ammunition with which to taunt her. She just wanted the school day to be over with so she could go home and forget about all this for a little while.

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